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You see, I've been trapped in a relationship in which I do not feel loved, appreciated or supported. I constantly find myself wondering why I chose to get married to this woman. We're fairly so I knew the odds were stacked against us and I chose to get married. I remember the night before the wedding contemplating on what my life was going to look like.
I ran away right there and then. But I didn't. I was held back from making that decision.
I was held back by this overwhelming guilt inside of me, this pressure that if I didn't go through with this wedding then everyone else was right. This pressure that said that if I did walk away that everyone I knew would disown me.
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So I went through with this wedding. I went through with it and for the past few years I have regretted it.
But I am still tied down with responsibility and guilt. The andersoj thing is, I love my wife. But I think the love I have for her is self-serving. It is that I love loving someone so I have this compulsion to love her, even though I feel neglected in every way imaginable.
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So I guess that's why stayed on. Came for the mixer but stayed for the.
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